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    Restlessness

    I’ve been fantasizing lately about walking away from my seven-year-old career. I say it as though it’s an era, when it’s not. Seven years is a laughable timeframe when compared to so many of my co-workers, one in particular who has not only been a journalist for 30-plus years, but has worked at the same company for that long. This fact makes me feel as though I’ll never be accomplished.

    I’ve worked for my current employer for a year and eight months, and I’m getting antsy, restless.

    I’m bored. I feel invisible. What should I do? What if i quit? What would I do next? Am I capable of anything but this? Nobody likes me; everybody hates me. I guess I’ll eat some worms.

    The thoughts consume me, and then I begin to pout.

    My good friend told me the other day that if I decide on another career path, self-adjustment will be necessary.

    It’s hard for journalists, she said, to not let their job dictate their identity.

    So, that’s the challenge.

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    3 Responses to “Restlessness”

    1. 1 The Princess Says:

      Remember love to always be true to yourself. W/out risk there is no reward. Your pathway will become clearer as time goes by, and soon your incomplete masterpiece will be complete. No matter which path you take, it will be the right one. :o)

    2. 2 Niraj Says:

      Well it’s been 8 1/2 years for .. bored out of my mind .. that why I’m writing on your blog.. almost quitting time.. and hour drive home in this all day rainy weather.. a quick look @ Shaan and I’m happy all over again.. I don’t work hard for my job anymore.. the job works for me attitude is here now.. 🙂

    3. 3 sheshe Says:

      i get restless about every 10 days or so… i swear it’s a curse. the longest i’ve stayed at a job was almost three years ago and that was seven years ago. pathetic… but i prefer to think of it as exciting…

      i found your site, so now i will read, comment, read, comment… oh goodie.

      lovies…

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